23 years without you...

21st July 2010 - It's been 23 years now without you by myside...I really missed you Umi..
Walaupun ianya sudah lama berlalu, Our memories together still fresh in my mind..Syukur padaMu Ya Allah, kerana memberi peluang selama 6 tahun padaku untuk menikmati kasih sayang seorg ibu...I never expressed my feelings about my late mom to anyone before...I hold them tight in my heart..but today I let the world knows how I wish that my mom still here...How I wishes that...

• you will be at myside when I got my first period so that you can calm me down


• you will be the first person that I tell every time I pass exam with flying color


• you will accompany me during my college registration


• you will be the first person that I tell about my boyfriend


• we will share the joy together on my wedding day


• we will do mother-daughter shopping spree together


• you will take care of me when I was sick


• I can take care of you when you are sick


• you will be the first to hold your grandson


• I have my own mom to take care of me when I was in confinement


• we can go watch movies together


• I can share stories about motherhood and my son with you


• I can spend my bonus from hardwork for you


• to buy you those fancy jewelleries


• to enjoy and praise you about your delicious cooking


• to wish and celebrate mother's day with you

It's too much to write them down here...Anyhow, Saya sudah lama redha menerima takdirNya and that's what makes me today.Umi, I just want you to know, you always closed in my heart..tidak ada mana2 wanita pun yg boleh mengganti tempat mu Umi.No one can ever replace you.Forever.I miss you every single day on my life!

''Tuhan Yang Esa
Ampuni dosa ibu
Tempatkan mereka
Di antara kekasih kekasihMu
Oh! IbuKau kasih sejati
Kutaburkan doa
Untukmu ibu
Ampunilah dosaku
Sejak ku dilahirkan
Hingga akhir hayatmu"

P/S:Kepada sesiapa yang masih mempunyai ibu, hargailah ibu anda selagi hayatnya masih ada.